I am whatever I say I am...just rambling

Eminem said he is whatever you say he is. Not me. I say I am energetic… lazy…confused…dazed...excited…bored…loveable…hateable…hungry like always…flighty…flirty…creative…dense…proud…scared…nervous…interested and interesting…sexy in my own mind…full of everything and still running on empty…driven…deferred…envisioning and still blind…aware and clueless…hard lover…easy like Sunday morning(not that damn easy though)…tough as nails…soft as cotton…contradicting (kina like what you’re reading)…thinking constantly…remembering my daddy…loving the memories…wishing for more…prayerful…thoughtful…somewhat selfish…concerned…reckless with the pen…nice with the paper…wild and untamed…temperamental…a little conceited but its good for the soul.(much like a smile) …I am happy and sad…slightly obsessively compulsive but not much…scatterbrained…narrow-minded and open-minded simultaneously…patiently impatient (if you understand that)…strong willed… dreamy…possibly a lil bipolar but I aint been diagnosed. (that was a joke) to be continued as progress. But yeah. I AM not finished. lol