I Wish

This is basically a part II to Escape Into Me...


I wish...I could go...into myself
be alone with myself and just...exist
I wanna escape into a world un known and...
know what it's like to be completely at peace and...
listen to jazz and sip hot chocolate...
najee or boney playing the melodies of my soul...
Be on the inside looking out at the ways of the world and..
shake my head at the sadness which surrounds me...the hatred which
defines so many

I wish...I could go..into myself and...
figure out who I am and why I am the way I am and...
just...know...me
Let the tranquility on the inside of me take over me and...
break free from the shackles on the outside of me

I wish...I could go...into myself and...
become true to myself...again and..
search for what I want and hunt for what I need and...
find it.

I wish...I could go...into myself and...
turn myself inside out and let the real me show...
let the true me shine...let the world judge the inside of me
the most pure side of me...
let them know the artistic Yaddi...the softest side of Yaddi
Let them see the Yaddi that cries at cartoons and...yearns for that affection
that only one can give.
That Yaddi that strives to be the best at it all and...I just wish...
I could go...into myself